Selfwhelming

i think i totally managed to overwhelm myself! i have not been able to bear looking at this list for several days, until God lifted the weight i put on myself. i ALWAYS do that - make plans and weigh myself down, and then fail....

i have made progress in one area, tho - i'm totally learning web design and loving it. so that is possible steps forward to having my own little biz and making some extra mun. we'll see - it's all up to God!